44- “Tasting all spices”

Unknown emotions cover us

Every human being needs spices in their food in some stage of their life. So any relationship is like all spices of kitchen with salt. We can’t feel the taste of food without salt, therefore in our relation salt is absent which is in the form of anger/fights/not talking/arguments etc. Today I feel these emotions are very important for our relation. Always being happy, understanding, thinking for each other does not work all the time. We need to break few rules so that you can say rules are made for breaking or mistake can happen by any human.. Here we both make mistakes or misunderstand each other. When the pleasure of love is not fulfilled by another partner, then it converts into aggression. We both are facing these things and try to avoid each other as much we can but at the end we know our presence is more important for each other. And that presence is fulfilling our hearts in this breaking period. We both are struggling to solve our issues, without talking to each other. And problem arises here, but I think we need time to observe our relationship and think how to understand our relationship. And then we both belong to sleepless nights in each other’s thought including loneliness.

Do not disturb them

43- “Dekho nah Dekho nah”

Pure joy is getting lost in time by staring at the moon and its beauty with you

Hmmm aaj main purani bristi nhi hu..aaj nishan ki ek jhalak bhi zaruri si ho gyi hai..bs hamesha maan karta hai nishan ko bolu dekho nah dekho nah..wo ab chahat si ho gyi hai..bina dekhe maan ko shanti nhi milti hai…samay ho yaa nhi bs kuch lamhe chahiye jisme nishan bristi ko aur bristi nishan ko bole shyness ke sath dekho nah dekho nah..kya pata en naino se koi naya gul khil jaye..par es gul ke liye nishan ka hona bhi jaruri hai..ab uska nah hona irritation ko janam dene laga hai yaa phir mujh mein possiveness aa gaya hai..yeh toh waqt hi batayega tabh tak main aur mere bol sath rahege..”akele akele kha ja rahe ho..akele akele kha ja rahe ho..koi mit raha,tumhari aada pe..zara dekh lo,sanam hai tumhari..lalalala

We share one sky, so we’re never too far from each other.

42- “When I hug Nishan, I feel his heartbeat”

You got me. And I got us

Nishan ke sath mera haar din naya tha..haar din mujhko kuch naya feel hota tha..hamare rishte mein..yeh bonding day by day strong ho rahi thi..hum koshish kar rahe the ek dusre ko smjhne ki..ek dusre se eye contact karne ki..pr hamare thoughts ki height hum maintain kar sakhte the par god gifted height nhi..Yes I am smaller than him or he is taller than me..Par yaha yeh bhi problem solve hui..wo aisa hua ki pyar aapse sab karwata hai..aapko aapke comfortable zone se nikal deta tha..yeh aisa nasha hai jo height kya koi measure nhi kar sakhta hai..because love is infinity without Measurement..jb hum sath hote the..hamare sath bhi yahi hua tha..duniya ko bhool kar pyar ke nashe mein aise khote the ki.. mujhko bhi pata nhi chalta tha ki main nishan ki height ko match karne ki koshish kar rahi hu..aise moments mein mere legs ki finger automatic mera sath deti aur main kuch inches nishan ki eyes ke pas aa jaati..aur phir nishan ka heart aur mera heart beat-beat khelta tha.. aise karne se tiredness nhi happiness feel hoti thi..kyuki body heart,mind sab ek sath ho kar nishan aur bristi ko ek karte the..lekin yaha sirf meri body,mind & heart nhi the..Nishan ke sath bhi yahi hota tha..uski body,mind & heart meri height par automatic aate the..and then we lost in each other’s embrace until anybody’s disturbance.

I have to stand on my Tiptoes to hug you

41- “You know me so well”

Knowing each other

Log bhut hote hai zindagi mein par chahne wale kam hote h..aur meri zindagi mein toh koi tha hi nahi..lekin ab hai..wo jo pariwar baan gaya tha..wo jo mujhe mujhse jyada jan’ne laga tha..wo jisko meri parwah thi..pata hai jb aapke sath sab kuch pehli baar hota hai toh khushi bhi hoti hai aur rona bhi aata hai..yahi mere sath bhi us din hua tha..main akeli thi ghar par..soch rahi thi kya banao aur khao..iccha nhi ho rahi thi bana’ne ki..tabh feel hua yeh sab akele rehne ki wajah se hai..tabhi Nishan ki call aayi..awaaz se lag raha tha wo bahar tha..I asked him raat ko kaha ghum rahe ho..he said aaj bahar khane ka maan tha toh wahi khane aaya hu..order diya hai bs aata hoga..I said Ohh kha lo ache se..tabhi wo pucha tum kya bana rahi ho kya khaogi..I said dekhti hu kuch kha kar hi soyugi..abhi toh banaya nhi hai..tabh andar se awaaz aayi bristi galat bol diya..usko tension hoga waise bhi he knew tu 2 days se food escape kar rahi hai..tabhi Sentence change kiya jaldi se aur bola khana hai freeze mein garam karke thodi der mein khaogi..He said okay Timely kha lena..aur phir main TV dekhne lagi..thodi der baad call aaya nishan ka..He said come out bristi..I was shocked and asked him why..again he said bristi bahar aao road par jaldi late ho raha hai..main bahar gyi..wo bike par tha..jb pas gyi nishan ke usne bag ki chain kholi aur ek packet nikala..mujhko dete hue kha yeh dinner hai aaj kyuki I know dinner nhi banaya hai tumne..yeh bola aur bike start ki aur chala gaya..main ghar ke andar aate aate yahi soch rahi thi bristi life U turn le rahi hai kya wo bhi ulta, jo aaj yeh sab ho raha hai..dinner krte krte bhi yahi soch rahi thi aakhir god ne nishan ko kyu bheja hai life mein..kyu meri expectation increase ho rahi hai..kyu wo etni care krta hai..aur aaj phir wo Mr first bana meri life mein jisne family baan kr dinner karaya..aur saathi baan kr dil ko smjha..aur kya chahiye tha aaj ki raat se..khushi ke aanshu ka swad hi alag hota hai..aur yeh sirf bristi ko nishan de sakhta hai aur koi nhi!!!

You kissed my soul

40- “Each memory tells a lot about us”

We build that moment

Aisa lag raha tha kuch aapna sa mila hai bhut saalo ke baad..essi sath ki talaash thi…best moment of june was visiting temple with him..office hours over ho gaye the….hum dono lunch karne chale gaye aur decide hua tha ki hum 4 baje ke aas paas mandir jayege…Par I was not confirmed or still in doubt thats why tense thi..Par aaj baat hai shanti/peace ki wo bhi nishan ke sath…wo pehla din tha jab khud ko mirror mein dekh rahi thi. Plus I was wearing nishan’s favourite colour… Toh mirror mein khud ko dekh kar blushing to banti thi wo bhi badi wali..Toothy smile ke sath…Ready ho kar nishan ke call ka wait kiya…usne call ki main ghar se nikli..wo mujhe 15 min baad road par mila..main ek baar phir nishan ki bike par baithi thi..I know hum kaha ja rahe hai par raasta usko malum tha..aur yaha se trust/yaani barosha shuru hua..I took support from his shoulder and he start his bike and 5 min journey begins here…aur 5 minutes mein hum mandir aa gaye…feeling to achi aa rahi thi aandar se…hum shivji ke mandir aaye the..log kaam the..hum dono andar gaye..dono ne shiv ji ke samne sath mein head jhukaya..par dono ki dua toh alag hogi..Aur dua toh puchi nhi jati hai…par maine shivji se bola pehli baar aayi hu aapke darbar mere es rishte ko salamat rakhna..dono ki khushi jisme hai wo karna..ho sakhe toh bhagwan es sath ko samay ke sath strong karna..baki meri koshish toh rahegi…I love him,I want him in my life..Baki I know tere aage kesi ki nahi chali hai..par mera kaam hai tujhse mangna bs..aur isi hope ke sath eyes kholi aur nishan bola chalo..mandir ke piche ka hissa dekhte hai…phir hum mandir ke piche jheel ko dekhne lage..aaj kuch alag tha koi nahi dekhne wala, nah bolne wala.. bs hum dono es pal mein the aur koi nahi..bs hath mein hath le kar chal rahe the…aur hawa,aashman,pedh paudhe sab the hamari khushi mein.. Aur hum es khushi mein bhut khush the…aage ja kar nishan bola bristi waha ja kar baith jate hai.. hum baithe usne hath pakhda tabhi meri nazar ek plant par padhi ..aur phir mere andar ka nature photographer jaag gaya..nishan thoda confuse tha main karna kya chahti hu..usko tabh smjh jab maine photo click karke usko dikhaya..He was happy with my click but time was wrong and I cannot guess kis moment mein kya le aayi..par ek cheez sahi hui he told me bristi photography achi karti hu par kya baad mein ho sakhti hai ..teesri cheez lana abhi jaruri hai kya..and after these words I didn’t touch my phone..and yeh evening jo nah to date thi nah outing bs yeh ek shuruyat thi bristi aur nishan ke unforgetable moments ki..bs zindagi ka yeh safar ab suhana sa lagta hai..jaha wo hai mein hu aur yeh pyare se pal. ..log date par jaate hai par hum mandir gaye..log fanciness dikhate hai par yaha hum Simplicity par the…Jo bs automatic simple ho jata hai aur hamare liye special bhi..humne sham banayi aur phir sham mastani baan gayi..aur hum mastane baan gaye..aur phir raat ki chandani mein us lamhe ko yaadon ki baraat mein saza kar nikala aapni baaton mein..sirf raat ki chandni mein awaaz thi hamari haasi ki aur chamakti chandni ke sath chand aur taare..

Never ending night

39- “Love is a battle, love is a moment, love is a chance.”

Hold me Tight

Lamho ki mehfil baith rahi thi..hum ek dusre ko jan’ne lage the. Par quality time bs phone par yaa text par hi tha..relief aur peace ke sath koi quality time nhi tha..jaha sirf wo ho aur main..phir shayad bhagwan smjh gye the..unhone chance diya aur maine hint smjh kar chance grab kiya..shayad ab hum akele time spend kar sakhte the..par phir laga really bristi tu bhut sapne dekhne lagi hai..kya wo poore hoge? Tabhi andar se voice aayi bolte hue bristi jo kar rahi ho aapni icchha se kar rahi ho..toh nah kabhi regret karna nah kabhi guilt ban’ne dena..beacause it is your decision..toh issi soch ke sath mujhko june ka month special bante dikh raha tha..unforgettable date and moments..but is duniya ki yeh bhi reality thi ki duniya ko kabhi pyar digest nhi hua aur nah hoga..par fight for our love chalega..aane wale posts mein main aapne readers ko bataogi kaise bristi aur nishan ne khud ke moments create kiye aur jo chance bristi ko mila..usko grab karne ka kitna profit hua bristi aur nishan ko…kyuki bristi ke mind mein yeh kabhi nahi aaya ki “darr ke aage jeet hai” yeh toh nishan ki line hai!!😂

Creating our Permanent moments not temporary

38- “I am forever grateful that you come into my life”

As well as we’re under the same moon, I’ll feel you

Nishan ke decision ne yeh prove kiya bristi ka pyar true tha aur bristi us lamhe ko hamesha yaad karegi jb nishan uski life mein aaya. Aur ab bs I can say that I am living in present and Nishan is my present. He accepted me with my past without any regret. Somehow I was happy. Dil kya aur dimag kya sab toh yahi bol rahe hai..Bristi tu sahi thi..Nishan is with you..Tera sath bankar wo tere sath rehna chahta hai..Aur tu uska sath paane ke liye wait kar rahi thi..Ab sab hoga jo bhi maine socha tha nishan ke sath..aur nishan ne kya socha hai wo batayega..bs ab mujhko nishan ke sath time spend karna hai..Aur kuch nhi..bs ab nishan ko dekhna hai..usko feel karna hai..kaisa hoga uska sath..kya main wo baat usse bol paogi jo aaj tak kesi ko nahi boli..Kya ab main real bristi dikha paogi…yaa nahi.. Jo bhi ho par maine time se upar ek decision liya tha..life meri aur nishan ki hai toh time kaun hota hai decide karne wala kya karna hai kya nahi..hum dono hi ek dusre ke sath hai waqt ki kalam ki tarah jiska har ek lamha koi erase nhi kar sakhta even hum dono bhi nhi..bs ab sath milkar es kalam se lamhe banane hai..aise shuru hua mera aur nishan ke unforgettable lamhe!!!

Live forever with unforgettable moments

37- “Two Biggest Day with Biggest decision ever”

Biggest decision ever

Yes, Today is our second anniversary…And due to this pandemic period we celebrate our two year of togetherness with us doing  teddy hugs and kisses in “Office bathroom”😂. And again it is our crazy unforgettable moment. Ab es moment aur day ko aur special banane ke liye aaj main Nishan ki feeling share karne ja rahi hu..wo kya feel kar raha  tha jab maine usse aapna past share kiya tha..Nishan ki feeling hai mere past tag ke words ke sath…jisse sirf Nishan hi tagless kar sakhta tha..Yaa phir breakup karke ja sakhta tha..par yeh nishan ka decision tha…main kaise kuch predict kar sakhti thi..esse better hai nishan khud bataye mere readers ko..


(NISHAN FEELINGS)
“The life of a human being is like a cutting thread. Jiske one end me uska past hota hai and dusre end me uska future hota hai. In dono ke middle mein hota hai uska present. So kisi bhi insaan ki zindagi mein  past-present and future mein deep relation hota hai.Thats why it is rightly said ” The future of someones can be predicted with her past behaviour.
Bristi ki life mein bhi past tha jo mujhe pehle hi pata chala tha but jaisa present kiya tha waisa nahi tha uska past. Aur clear past sunte hi  I felt the first strike in my heard. I lost my faith. I lost my trust. Mujhe laga Bristi ek deepest ocean hai, Jiske neeche kya hai aur kya nahi.Mujhe sab pata hoga par nahi . Bristi ke  words ko clean and pure water jaisa mana tha maine. par us din I saw the blue water of the ocean, uske  neeche kya tha wo mujhe pata nhi tha. Lekin ab mujhe samundar ke neeche jaane ki jarurt nhi padegi, Bristi khud  samundar ke neeche kya hai wo upar le aayi hai. Bristi aapne past pyaar ke tag ko lagake mere samne aayi and main meri Bristi ko tag ke sath dekh ke blue aur clean sky se sidha neeche dharti pe gira.

BREAK IT UP?


I saw my love as faint,weak and distrustable for the first time. Mujhe first time feel hua I must come out from this relation. I must BREAK IT UP. Main andar se isko accept nhi kr pa raha tha. It spots a black dot in my heart. So I beg time from Bristi to think whether I can erase this dot or not and i went for deep sleep that night.
Over a few days I developed the feeling of missing her. Bristi kahi nah kahi meri life ke sath attach ho chuki  thi. I was facing difficulty without her company.
Bristi ab meri soch mein aane lagi thi. Uska love and care jo mere liye tha. Wo jhuth nahi tha. Mujhe dheere dheere lagne laga uska ek past ki galti ki wajah se main Bristi ki present beauty ko kyu kho raha hu. Past ko jyada chance diya toh wo meri present smile ko erase kar dega. Mujhe wo line ab sach lagne lagi hai.. “Man who think that a woman’s past love affairs lessen her love for him are usually stupid and weak. Bristi khud uska past tag lagake mere samne aayi thi. Wo chahti  toh iss baat ko life time ke liye chupa sakhti thi but usne aisa nhi kiya. She shows her trust on me. Finally I decide I will be with her. I will give her support to stand straight in her life. I will try to wipe out her all sadness. I will try to stand like a banyan tree to give her shadow for the whole life. So, I finally erase the black dot with the hot red, a symbol of passionate love.”

A symbol of passionate souls

Mera aur Nishan ka sath ab unbreakable tha..Aur kitna acha coincident hai..aaj 2 saal hue Hamein sath rehte hue aur main aaj hi duniya ko baata rahi hu..Nishan ki feelings with his bestest and unforgetable decision of life. Tabhi shayad aaj main duniya ko baata rahi hu..kaun hai Bristi aur Nishan..Aur kyu dono aaj bhi sath mein hai? Eska answer toh god de sakhta hai..mere liye yeh nishan ka sath pure hai..jisko infinity bhi define nhi kar sakhti hai!!! Therefore Nishan & Bristi are infinity.

We are infinity

36- “Love is the bridge between truth and past”

love is the bridge between two souls

Wo nishan ka call toh tha..par us time bhut dari thi..yeh call receive kiya toh acha hoga yaa bura..war chal raha tha mere mind aur heart ke bich mein..par main yeh nhi bhul sakhti hu..nishan bristi ke liye kbhi bhi sochega toh wo dil se hoga..bristi uska mind nhi hai…bristi uske dil mein rehti hai..par kal ke baad pata nhi..har rishte ka high time aata hai..main chahti toh yeh time kabhi nhi aata..par main jhuth se koi rishta nhi bana sakhti hu..pyar ko sach se feel kiya jaye toh sabse acha hai warna jhuth toh sab bolte hai..aur yaha maine jhuth nhi bola tha bs hide kiya tha aur wait kiya sahi time ka…bs is call ko receive karne ke baad bhut kuch badal jayega..ab pata nhi positive hoga yaa negative..par bristi ka dil bol raha hai..Nishan etni jaldi give up nhi karega bristi ke pyar par..Aur bristi aur nishan ek hoge..kyuki sach aur pyar jb ek jagah hote hai..tabh jeet toh bristi aur nishan ke pyar ki hogi…par mujhe lagta hai jeet ko time lagega..kyuki maine call receive kiya..aur nishan normally sab hal chal liya..aur phir bola bristi I need more time..toh ab main kya bolti..Usko time chahiye tha bs jyada nah le..yeh soch kar maine nishan ko yes bola aur phir mera intizar start hua…

Extend your hand my love

35- “I will wait”

The wait is long

Mere past ne meri night ki waat lagayi..ab pata nhi day kaisa jayega..baki 1 second bhi aisa nhi tha jb nishan ko yaad nah kiya ho..kyuki mujhe dar tha ki main usse kho nah du..aur maine intizar kiya..aur khud se sawal kiya bristi zindagi se tujhe jo chahiye tha wo tujhe nishan ke roop mein mil raha tha..aur isi roop ko aaj tu khone se dar rahi hai..par dar kyu rahi hai..tu ne sach bola hai..toh dar mt sab acha hoga..Nishan kahi nhi jayega..bs mujhko thoda sabr rakhna hoga..yes bristi patience rakh..sab positive hoga..nishan ke reply ka wait kar..aur phir main aur time ek dusre ko company de rahe the..company dete dete sham ho gayi..ab mujhse control nhi ho raha hai..mujhko baat karni hogi nishan se..maine message kiya nishan ko lekin koi reply nahi aaya..meri tension increase hoti ja rahi hai..par kuch time baad..mera phone baja..aur wo nishan tha!!!😊

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