48- “We only part to meet again”

Hell is loving you in my sleep and waking up alone.

Nishan Ja chuka tha..aur main aane ka wait karne laagi..Nishan ki update toh milti rahi..par jaise jaise time bada mujhe Nishan ki craving jyada hone laagi..waise hum jyada din dur nhi the.. par mere liye 6 days 1 month ki tarah tha..maine bhut koshish ki Nishan ko nah pata chale mere dil mein kya chal raha hai.. par aisa nhi hua..mere words meri baatein sab Nishan ko bol chuki thi.. Bristi is missing her Nishan so much.. Meri neend chain sab Nishan ke paas tha..aur mein waqt dekh rahi thi..aakhir kb yeh time khatam hoga aur main Nishan ko paas paogi.. mujhe toh yeh waqt ek imtihaan ki tarah laag raha hai..jiska result toh Nishan ke aane ke baad hoga aur test toh Bristi de hi rhi hai..par yeh aisa test tha jisme neend,chain sab Nishan le gaya tha..Ab aisa lagta hai reality mein this is called love..jb uski absence aapko incomplete kar deti hai aur aap us absence ko uski presence se fill karna chahte toh..mere sath bhi kuch aisa tha..baaki pyaar toh mere readers ko bhi hua hoga..toh main kya kehna chahti hu..aap ache se smjh gye hoge.. aakhir kyu Bristi Nishan ki raah dekh rahi thi aur kyu waqt tham sa gaya tha.

I wish I was kissing you instead of missing you.

47- “If distance were measured in terms of the heart we’d never be more than a minute apart.”

We are the perfect couple, we’re just not in the perfect situation.

Dooriyo ke baad jb hum paas aate hai toh pyaar hi pyaar aata hai..Par yaha god ne kuch aur decide kar rakha tha..tum dono ko aur dur rakhna hai..etne din baad time mila tha..par yaha sab decided tha.. Nishan ko official work ke liye out of station jana tha..yeh sun kr hum dono hi sad the pr jaana important tha..par nishan first time dur ja raha tha.. esliye aur bhi tough tha..still i was trying to control my emotions… Upar se aane wale dino mein mera first birthday tha Nishan ke sath..toh dil smjhne ke liye ready nhi tha..still mind samjha raha tha.. birthday pr toh wo rahega tere sath Bristi..toh thoda control kar..warna Nishan ka dhyan kaam pr kam rahega tujh pr jyada rahega..aur phir Nishan ne thodi relief di aapni baato se aur wo nikal gaya office ke kaam se.. pr yaha se Bristi ki feelings aur strong hui kyuki dooriyan insaan ko aur close le aati hai..aur mere sath aur bhi bhut kuch ho raha tha jo khud ko bhi smjh nhi aa raha tha..ab Bristi ke sath kya ho raha tha aur kyuu yeh toh aane wale dino mein pata chalega.

Distance is temporary, but our love is permanent.

46- “I didn’t know love felt like this, like turning into brightness”

His love became my light

Tum aa gaye ho, noor aa gaya hai..Yes Nishan you are my noor. Aaj ki morning new nhi hai..kyuki meri morning hui hi nhi jab se hum break par hai..bs raat ho rahi thi jisme sleepless nights thi.Chal bristi aaj toh nishan se baat karna jaruri hai..ab yeh teri nhi, tum dono ki baat ho gyi hai..So himmat le kar chal padh mauka milte hi Nishan se baat kar lena..yeh soch kar main ghar se nikli..Nishan ko bhi office mein dekha par situation nhi thi..yeh Situation aur mauka search karte karte shaam ho gyi aur main nhi ab nishan aaya mere pass puchne..Bristi hua kya hai jo hum baat nhi kar rahe hai..maine khud se pucha par etne din bina baat kare rehne ka reason nhi mila..kuch din thik tha pr ab jyada ho gya tha…dono hi galat the yaa nhi..Nishan ki baat sun kar main bs etna boli nishan main daar gyi thi..wo shock mein tha..shayad unexpected tha uske liye mera reply..esliye usne pucha kyuuu bristi aur kis’se darr..phir maine bola nishan aapke gusse se darr gayi thi..I know mujhse kuch galat hua tha..par aapke gusse ne mujhko bhut darra diya tha..please promise me aisa gussa kabhi mt karna..thoda cheesy lag raha hoga aapko par nishan us din jo hua wo hum dono jante hai..aur hum dono ke liye lesson tha plus suffer bhi kiya..wo incompleteness ek dusre ke bina..shayad jo baat aaj ki hai wo kuch dino pehle ki hoti toh hum etna incompleteness nahi feel karte..yaa phir yeh jaruri tha dono ke liye..warna importance kaise samajh mein aati..toh es break ne bhut kuch sikhaya dono ko..aur tadapaya bhi..lekin kal yaad kyu kare jab aaj nishan aur bristi sath hai..khush ho kar ek dusre se baat kar rahe hai..jo hua wo sab bhul kar..Aise hai Nishan & Bristi..Aaj mein jeene wale aur sath mein..baki kal kesi ne nahi dekha hai..Esliye hum dono ne decide kiya hai kabhi bhi aisa kuch hota hai toh discuss karna aur baat karna jaruri hai aur hum dono mein koi ek initiate karega agar dusra nhi kar raha hai..Aur essi promise ke sath hamari shaam rangeen baan gyi hamare pyar ke rang se!!!     

With his presence my every moment is colourful

45- “You’re the best part of my life”

Loving you was the best decision of my life

In this sleepless or break period, one thing I feel which is true, “he is a very caring person for his Bristi”. I don’t know how but he remembers my likes. I am a foodie and he knew how to cheer Bristi’s mood. In my life he is the one who is thinking about me after my parents. In a few days he completed Bristi’s. He is unpredictable about me. Actually, in my words he is a very important person for me. I am thinking about all moments which I spend with him in the last few days. And in those moments I am the happiest person in the world. In my whole life I was hungry for this happiness which he gave me. I cannot stop myself to praise Nishan. He deserves my praise. But how or when I am going to tell him How much I am missing him in the last few days? How much I adore him? How much I love him? And after telling these feelings I am going to ask him why you gave me these sleepless nights? Why you gave me these precious unforgettable moments? Why I am feeling you everywhere? Your smells cover my thoughts and my mind. Right now I am suffering from NISHAN. And he is the one who can cure my pain and give me an unforgettable pleasure. Yes Bristi you need to talk Nishan and tell him all your feelings before these feelings burst my heart!!!!

If I know what love is, it is because of you

44- “Tasting all spices”

Unknown emotions cover us

Every human being needs spices in their food in some stage of their life. So any relationship is like all spices of kitchen with salt. We can’t feel the taste of food without salt, therefore in our relation salt is absent which is in the form of anger/fights/not talking/arguments etc. Today I feel these emotions are very important for our relation. Always being happy, understanding, thinking for each other does not work all the time. We need to break few rules so that you can say rules are made for breaking or mistake can happen by any human.. Here we both make mistakes or misunderstand each other. When the pleasure of love is not fulfilled by another partner, then it converts into aggression. We both are facing these things and try to avoid each other as much we can but at the end we know our presence is more important for each other. And that presence is fulfilling our hearts in this breaking period. We both are struggling to solve our issues, without talking to each other. And problem arises here, but I think we need time to observe our relationship and think how to understand our relationship. And then we both belong to sleepless nights in each other’s thought including loneliness.

Do not disturb them

43- “Dekho nah Dekho nah”

Pure joy is getting lost in time by staring at the moon and its beauty with you

Hmmm aaj main purani bristi nhi hu..aaj nishan ki ek jhalak bhi zaruri si ho gyi hai..bs hamesha maan karta hai nishan ko bolu dekho nah dekho nah..wo ab chahat si ho gyi hai..bina dekhe maan ko shanti nhi milti hai…samay ho yaa nhi bs kuch lamhe chahiye jisme nishan bristi ko aur bristi nishan ko bole shyness ke sath dekho nah dekho nah..kya pata en naino se koi naya gul khil jaye..par es gul ke liye nishan ka hona bhi jaruri hai..ab uska nah hona irritation ko janam dene laga hai yaa phir mujh mein possiveness aa gaya hai..yeh toh waqt hi batayega tabh tak main aur mere bol sath rahege..”akele akele kha ja rahe ho..akele akele kha ja rahe ho..koi mit raha,tumhari aada pe..zara dekh lo,sanam hai tumhari..lalalala

We share one sky, so we’re never too far from each other.

42- “When I hug Nishan, I feel his heartbeat”

You got me. And I got us

Nishan ke sath mera haar din naya tha..haar din mujhko kuch naya feel hota tha..hamare rishte mein..yeh bonding day by day strong ho rahi thi..hum koshish kar rahe the ek dusre ko smjhne ki..ek dusre se eye contact karne ki..pr hamare thoughts ki height hum maintain kar sakhte the par god gifted height nhi..Yes I am smaller than him or he is taller than me..Par yaha yeh bhi problem solve hui..wo aisa hua ki pyar aapse sab karwata hai..aapko aapke comfortable zone se nikal deta tha..yeh aisa nasha hai jo height kya koi measure nhi kar sakhta hai..because love is infinity without Measurement..jb hum sath hote the..hamare sath bhi yahi hua tha..duniya ko bhool kar pyar ke nashe mein aise khote the ki.. mujhko bhi pata nhi chalta tha ki main nishan ki height ko match karne ki koshish kar rahi hu..aise moments mein mere legs ki finger automatic mera sath deti aur main kuch inches nishan ki eyes ke pas aa jaati..aur phir nishan ka heart aur mera heart beat-beat khelta tha.. aise karne se tiredness nhi happiness feel hoti thi..kyuki body heart,mind sab ek sath ho kar nishan aur bristi ko ek karte the..lekin yaha sirf meri body,mind & heart nhi the..Nishan ke sath bhi yahi hota tha..uski body,mind & heart meri height par automatic aate the..and then we lost in each other’s embrace until anybody’s disturbance.

I have to stand on my Tiptoes to hug you

41- “You know me so well”

Knowing each other

Log bhut hote hai zindagi mein par chahne wale kam hote h..aur meri zindagi mein toh koi tha hi nahi..lekin ab hai..wo jo pariwar baan gaya tha..wo jo mujhe mujhse jyada jan’ne laga tha..wo jisko meri parwah thi..pata hai jb aapke sath sab kuch pehli baar hota hai toh khushi bhi hoti hai aur rona bhi aata hai..yahi mere sath bhi us din hua tha..main akeli thi ghar par..soch rahi thi kya banao aur khao..iccha nhi ho rahi thi bana’ne ki..tabh feel hua yeh sab akele rehne ki wajah se hai..tabhi Nishan ki call aayi..awaaz se lag raha tha wo bahar tha..I asked him raat ko kaha ghum rahe ho..he said aaj bahar khane ka maan tha toh wahi khane aaya hu..order diya hai bs aata hoga..I said Ohh kha lo ache se..tabhi wo pucha tum kya bana rahi ho kya khaogi..I said dekhti hu kuch kha kar hi soyugi..abhi toh banaya nhi hai..tabh andar se awaaz aayi bristi galat bol diya..usko tension hoga waise bhi he knew tu 2 days se food escape kar rahi hai..tabhi Sentence change kiya jaldi se aur bola khana hai freeze mein garam karke thodi der mein khaogi..He said okay Timely kha lena..aur phir main TV dekhne lagi..thodi der baad call aaya nishan ka..He said come out bristi..I was shocked and asked him why..again he said bristi bahar aao road par jaldi late ho raha hai..main bahar gyi..wo bike par tha..jb pas gyi nishan ke usne bag ki chain kholi aur ek packet nikala..mujhko dete hue kha yeh dinner hai aaj kyuki I know dinner nhi banaya hai tumne..yeh bola aur bike start ki aur chala gaya..main ghar ke andar aate aate yahi soch rahi thi bristi life U turn le rahi hai kya wo bhi ulta, jo aaj yeh sab ho raha hai..dinner krte krte bhi yahi soch rahi thi aakhir god ne nishan ko kyu bheja hai life mein..kyu meri expectation increase ho rahi hai..kyu wo etni care krta hai..aur aaj phir wo Mr first bana meri life mein jisne family baan kr dinner karaya..aur saathi baan kr dil ko smjha..aur kya chahiye tha aaj ki raat se..khushi ke aanshu ka swad hi alag hota hai..aur yeh sirf bristi ko nishan de sakhta hai aur koi nhi!!!

You kissed my soul

40- “Each memory tells a lot about us”

We build that moment

Aisa lag raha tha kuch aapna sa mila hai bhut saalo ke baad..essi sath ki talaash thi…best moment of june was visiting temple with him..office hours over ho gaye the….hum dono lunch karne chale gaye aur decide hua tha ki hum 4 baje ke aas paas mandir jayege…Par I was not confirmed or still in doubt thats why tense thi..Par aaj baat hai shanti/peace ki wo bhi nishan ke sath…wo pehla din tha jab khud ko mirror mein dekh rahi thi. Plus I was wearing nishan’s favourite colour… Toh mirror mein khud ko dekh kar blushing to banti thi wo bhi badi wali..Toothy smile ke sath…Ready ho kar nishan ke call ka wait kiya…usne call ki main ghar se nikli..wo mujhe 15 min baad road par mila..main ek baar phir nishan ki bike par baithi thi..I know hum kaha ja rahe hai par raasta usko malum tha..aur yaha se trust/yaani barosha shuru hua..I took support from his shoulder and he start his bike and 5 min journey begins here…aur 5 minutes mein hum mandir aa gaye…feeling to achi aa rahi thi aandar se…hum shivji ke mandir aaye the..log kaam the..hum dono andar gaye..dono ne shiv ji ke samne sath mein head jhukaya..par dono ki dua toh alag hogi..Aur dua toh puchi nhi jati hai…par maine shivji se bola pehli baar aayi hu aapke darbar mere es rishte ko salamat rakhna..dono ki khushi jisme hai wo karna..ho sakhe toh bhagwan es sath ko samay ke sath strong karna..baki meri koshish toh rahegi…I love him,I want him in my life..Baki I know tere aage kesi ki nahi chali hai..par mera kaam hai tujhse mangna bs..aur isi hope ke sath eyes kholi aur nishan bola chalo..mandir ke piche ka hissa dekhte hai…phir hum mandir ke piche jheel ko dekhne lage..aaj kuch alag tha koi nahi dekhne wala, nah bolne wala.. bs hum dono es pal mein the aur koi nahi..bs hath mein hath le kar chal rahe the…aur hawa,aashman,pedh paudhe sab the hamari khushi mein.. Aur hum es khushi mein bhut khush the…aage ja kar nishan bola bristi waha ja kar baith jate hai.. hum baithe usne hath pakhda tabhi meri nazar ek plant par padhi ..aur phir mere andar ka nature photographer jaag gaya..nishan thoda confuse tha main karna kya chahti hu..usko tabh smjh jab maine photo click karke usko dikhaya..He was happy with my click but time was wrong and I cannot guess kis moment mein kya le aayi..par ek cheez sahi hui he told me bristi photography achi karti hu par kya baad mein ho sakhti hai ..teesri cheez lana abhi jaruri hai kya..and after these words I didn’t touch my phone..and yeh evening jo nah to date thi nah outing bs yeh ek shuruyat thi bristi aur nishan ke unforgetable moments ki..bs zindagi ka yeh safar ab suhana sa lagta hai..jaha wo hai mein hu aur yeh pyare se pal. ..log date par jaate hai par hum mandir gaye..log fanciness dikhate hai par yaha hum Simplicity par the…Jo bs automatic simple ho jata hai aur hamare liye special bhi..humne sham banayi aur phir sham mastani baan gayi..aur hum mastane baan gaye..aur phir raat ki chandani mein us lamhe ko yaadon ki baraat mein saza kar nikala aapni baaton mein..sirf raat ki chandni mein awaaz thi hamari haasi ki aur chamakti chandni ke sath chand aur taare..

Never ending night

39- “Love is a battle, love is a moment, love is a chance.”

Hold me Tight

Lamho ki mehfil baith rahi thi..hum ek dusre ko jan’ne lage the. Par quality time bs phone par yaa text par hi tha..relief aur peace ke sath koi quality time nhi tha..jaha sirf wo ho aur main..phir shayad bhagwan smjh gye the..unhone chance diya aur maine hint smjh kar chance grab kiya..shayad ab hum akele time spend kar sakhte the..par phir laga really bristi tu bhut sapne dekhne lagi hai..kya wo poore hoge? Tabhi andar se voice aayi bolte hue bristi jo kar rahi ho aapni icchha se kar rahi ho..toh nah kabhi regret karna nah kabhi guilt ban’ne dena..beacause it is your decision..toh issi soch ke sath mujhko june ka month special bante dikh raha tha..unforgettable date and moments..but is duniya ki yeh bhi reality thi ki duniya ko kabhi pyar digest nhi hua aur nah hoga..par fight for our love chalega..aane wale posts mein main aapne readers ko bataogi kaise bristi aur nishan ne khud ke moments create kiye aur jo chance bristi ko mila..usko grab karne ka kitna profit hua bristi aur nishan ko…kyuki bristi ke mind mein yeh kabhi nahi aaya ki “darr ke aage jeet hai” yeh toh nishan ki line hai!!😂

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