51- “Good Morning Birthday Girl”

First Surprise Birthday Morning

New dress with birthday smile mein.. chal di main office..par waha bhi ek surprise wait kar raha tha.. kesi ko nahi pata tha ki aaj mera birthday hai..nah main chahti thi.. par Nishan ne already yeh sab plan kar rakha tha..Aur phir aaya Bristi ka cake..emotional moment tha..par hum akele nhi the..so control your emotions Bristi…really Nishan mera first banta ja raha tha..aur main khush hoti ja rahi thi..par in sab main mein Birthday note toh bhul rahi thi..jiska wait shayad main saalo se kar rahi thi from someone  special…Aur Nishan ne dheere se birthday note diya aur bola aaram se padhna par mujh mein patience nhi tha..esliye main thoda alag ja kar padhne lagi…dhak dhak dhak heartbeat kar rahi thi kyuki words Nishan ke dil se mere dil mein ja rahe the..Aur aap logo ke dil ko bhi touch krege..yes my readers shyad mere liye yahi ek aisa platform hai Jaha Nishan aur Bristi ki heartbeats alive rahegi es moment ke sath..aur Birthday Note ki life infinity se bhi aage agar kuch hai toh utni life ho jayegi…aur khushi share karne se increase hoti hai..aur yaha toh baat meri special khushi ki hai..So Dil Tham kar padho..kyuki yeh chand tare wali baatein nhi hai bs simple se  2 human beings ki feelings hai..Jo unke Dil se aayi hai..

Bestest blessing of my Life

50-“Romance is all about the unexpected Surprise”

His love is the biggest surprise for me.

Shayad yeh din main kabhi nhi bhul pao..mera pre birthday surprise tha.. aur Bristi ke liye special tha..Nishan ki body shayad uska sath nhi de rahi thi.. phir bhi he came for me because I was and I am special for him. Kuch time baatein ki especially with our smiles. Aur after office he gave me second surprise..wo bhi mere liye shock se km nhi tha..He gave me one dress with wallet  and told me this is for your birthday…Shyad 2018 mere liye bhut kuch special le kar aaya tha..kyuki main ab life se yeh sab expect nhi karti hu. Aur yeh sab sochte sochte khush bristi  Nishan ke sapno mein chali gayi..Nishan ne birthday se pehle etna kuch kar diya tha ki mujhe ab kuch mangna nhi tha phir bhi he asked me kya chahiye Bristi ko birthday gift mein..Pr Nishan ko kya pata Bristi ko Nishan se bada koi gift nhi chahiye tha..Phir mujhe laga mangugi gift par aisa jiska koi mool nah ho..mere liye jo anmol hoga aur Nishan ke dil se direct nikla hua..yes I am talking about words jo Bristi ke liye sirf Nishan hi likh Sakhta hai..Toh phir kya tha I told him I need Birthday note from you.. Nishan silent tha sun kar for 10 Seconds pr phir he replied ab Bristi ko birthday gift toh dena hoga especially jo Bristi ko chahiye…aur es moment se main sirf es gift ka wait kar rahi thi..raat ko he wished me..phir main sochne lagi..ab bs morning kb hogi.. direct dil se aayi feelings Nishan ke words mein..hye yeh morning kb hogi..Tic!Tok!Tic!!!

Nishan- Wish you happy birthday Bristi

49- “The wait is almost over”

Come soon Nishan

Jab Aapke paas koi option nhi hota hai..toh wait karne ke siwa kuch aur nhi kar sakhte ho..mera bhi haal kuch aisa tha..Nishan aa toh raha tha par abhi bhi 24 hrs ki duri plus phir 1 night baad wo mujhse milne wala tha.. intezaar mein shaam ho gyi…Nishan ka message aaya 5 hrs more Bristi..par Bristi toh etne se hi khush ho gyi aur bhut dino baad us raat neend aayi..aur jb uthi toh Nishan ka message mila safely reached my destination..I was happy after reading Nishan’s message..phir azib si energy aayi..kyuki Nishan ab kuch hi duri par tha jo kabhi bhi poori ho sakhti thi..lekin we know that he need rest..so hum kal milenge..yahi sab sochte sochte office ka time bhi over ho raha tha..subha se shaam hone aayi thi..par intizar nhi kara jaa raha tha..shayad Bhagwan bhi samjha gaya tha..tabhi toh Nishan ki call aayi aur usne pucha kaha ho kya kar rahi hu..kya mil sakhte hai..main khush ho gyi thi..aur bola aa jao office..phir kya tha next 15 min mein wo mere samne tha..aur shayad us moment ne mujhko samaj diya tha pyaar ki defination..jo sirf yes bolne nhi hai.

You are my defination of Love

48- “We only part to meet again”

Hell is loving you in my sleep and waking up alone.

Nishan Ja chuka tha..aur main aane ka wait karne laagi..Nishan ki update toh milti rahi..par jaise jaise time bada mujhe Nishan ki craving jyada hone laagi..waise hum jyada din dur nhi the.. par mere liye 6 days 1 month ki tarah tha..maine bhut koshish ki Nishan ko nah pata chale mere dil mein kya chal raha hai.. par aisa nhi hua..mere words meri baatein sab Nishan ko bol chuki thi.. Bristi is missing her Nishan so much.. Meri neend chain sab Nishan ke paas tha..aur mein waqt dekh rahi thi..aakhir kb yeh time khatam hoga aur main Nishan ko paas paogi.. mujhe toh yeh waqt ek imtihaan ki tarah laag raha hai..jiska result toh Nishan ke aane ke baad hoga aur test toh Bristi de hi rhi hai..par yeh aisa test tha jisme neend,chain sab Nishan le gaya tha..Ab aisa lagta hai reality mein this is called love..jb uski absence aapko incomplete kar deti hai aur aap us absence ko uski presence se fill karna chahte toh..mere sath bhi kuch aisa tha..baaki pyaar toh mere readers ko bhi hua hoga..toh main kya kehna chahti hu..aap ache se smjh gye hoge.. aakhir kyu Bristi Nishan ki raah dekh rahi thi aur kyu waqt tham sa gaya tha.

I wish I was kissing you instead of missing you.

47- “If distance were measured in terms of the heart we’d never be more than a minute apart.”

We are the perfect couple, we’re just not in the perfect situation.

Dooriyo ke baad jb hum paas aate hai toh pyaar hi pyaar aata hai..Par yaha god ne kuch aur decide kar rakha tha..tum dono ko aur dur rakhna hai..etne din baad time mila tha..par yaha sab decided tha.. Nishan ko official work ke liye out of station jana tha..yeh sun kr hum dono hi sad the pr jaana important tha..par nishan first time dur ja raha tha.. esliye aur bhi tough tha..still i was trying to control my emotions… Upar se aane wale dino mein mera first birthday tha Nishan ke sath..toh dil smjhne ke liye ready nhi tha..still mind samjha raha tha.. birthday pr toh wo rahega tere sath Bristi..toh thoda control kar..warna Nishan ka dhyan kaam pr kam rahega tujh pr jyada rahega..aur phir Nishan ne thodi relief di aapni baato se aur wo nikal gaya office ke kaam se.. pr yaha se Bristi ki feelings aur strong hui kyuki dooriyan insaan ko aur close le aati hai..aur mere sath aur bhi bhut kuch ho raha tha jo khud ko bhi smjh nhi aa raha tha..ab Bristi ke sath kya ho raha tha aur kyuu yeh toh aane wale dino mein pata chalega.

Distance is temporary, but our love is permanent.

46- “I didn’t know love felt like this, like turning into brightness”

His love became my light

Tum aa gaye ho, noor aa gaya hai..Yes Nishan you are my noor. Aaj ki morning new nhi hai..kyuki meri morning hui hi nhi jab se hum break par hai..bs raat ho rahi thi jisme sleepless nights thi.Chal bristi aaj toh nishan se baat karna jaruri hai..ab yeh teri nhi, tum dono ki baat ho gyi hai..So himmat le kar chal padh mauka milte hi Nishan se baat kar lena..yeh soch kar main ghar se nikli..Nishan ko bhi office mein dekha par situation nhi thi..yeh Situation aur mauka search karte karte shaam ho gyi aur main nhi ab nishan aaya mere pass puchne..Bristi hua kya hai jo hum baat nhi kar rahe hai..maine khud se pucha par etne din bina baat kare rehne ka reason nhi mila..kuch din thik tha pr ab jyada ho gya tha…dono hi galat the yaa nhi..Nishan ki baat sun kar main bs etna boli nishan main daar gyi thi..wo shock mein tha..shayad unexpected tha uske liye mera reply..esliye usne pucha kyuuu bristi aur kis’se darr..phir maine bola nishan aapke gusse se darr gayi thi..I know mujhse kuch galat hua tha..par aapke gusse ne mujhko bhut darra diya tha..please promise me aisa gussa kabhi mt karna..thoda cheesy lag raha hoga aapko par nishan us din jo hua wo hum dono jante hai..aur hum dono ke liye lesson tha plus suffer bhi kiya..wo incompleteness ek dusre ke bina..shayad jo baat aaj ki hai wo kuch dino pehle ki hoti toh hum etna incompleteness nahi feel karte..yaa phir yeh jaruri tha dono ke liye..warna importance kaise samajh mein aati..toh es break ne bhut kuch sikhaya dono ko..aur tadapaya bhi..lekin kal yaad kyu kare jab aaj nishan aur bristi sath hai..khush ho kar ek dusre se baat kar rahe hai..jo hua wo sab bhul kar..Aise hai Nishan & Bristi..Aaj mein jeene wale aur sath mein..baki kal kesi ne nahi dekha hai..Esliye hum dono ne decide kiya hai kabhi bhi aisa kuch hota hai toh discuss karna aur baat karna jaruri hai aur hum dono mein koi ek initiate karega agar dusra nhi kar raha hai..Aur essi promise ke sath hamari shaam rangeen baan gyi hamare pyar ke rang se!!!     

With his presence my every moment is colourful

45- “You’re the best part of my life”

Loving you was the best decision of my life

In this sleepless or break period, one thing I feel which is true, “he is a very caring person for his Bristi”. I don’t know how but he remembers my likes. I am a foodie and he knew how to cheer Bristi’s mood. In my life he is the one who is thinking about me after my parents. In a few days he completed Bristi’s. He is unpredictable about me. Actually, in my words he is a very important person for me. I am thinking about all moments which I spend with him in the last few days. And in those moments I am the happiest person in the world. In my whole life I was hungry for this happiness which he gave me. I cannot stop myself to praise Nishan. He deserves my praise. But how or when I am going to tell him How much I am missing him in the last few days? How much I adore him? How much I love him? And after telling these feelings I am going to ask him why you gave me these sleepless nights? Why you gave me these precious unforgettable moments? Why I am feeling you everywhere? Your smells cover my thoughts and my mind. Right now I am suffering from NISHAN. And he is the one who can cure my pain and give me an unforgettable pleasure. Yes Bristi you need to talk Nishan and tell him all your feelings before these feelings burst my heart!!!!

If I know what love is, it is because of you

44- “Tasting all spices”

Unknown emotions cover us

Every human being needs spices in their food in some stage of their life. So any relationship is like all spices of kitchen with salt. We can’t feel the taste of food without salt, therefore in our relation salt is absent which is in the form of anger/fights/not talking/arguments etc. Today I feel these emotions are very important for our relation. Always being happy, understanding, thinking for each other does not work all the time. We need to break few rules so that you can say rules are made for breaking or mistake can happen by any human.. Here we both make mistakes or misunderstand each other. When the pleasure of love is not fulfilled by another partner, then it converts into aggression. We both are facing these things and try to avoid each other as much we can but at the end we know our presence is more important for each other. And that presence is fulfilling our hearts in this breaking period. We both are struggling to solve our issues, without talking to each other. And problem arises here, but I think we need time to observe our relationship and think how to understand our relationship. And then we both belong to sleepless nights in each other’s thought including loneliness.

Do not disturb them

43- “Dekho nah Dekho nah”

Pure joy is getting lost in time by staring at the moon and its beauty with you

Hmmm aaj main purani bristi nhi hu..aaj nishan ki ek jhalak bhi zaruri si ho gyi hai..bs hamesha maan karta hai nishan ko bolu dekho nah dekho nah..wo ab chahat si ho gyi hai..bina dekhe maan ko shanti nhi milti hai…samay ho yaa nhi bs kuch lamhe chahiye jisme nishan bristi ko aur bristi nishan ko bole shyness ke sath dekho nah dekho nah..kya pata en naino se koi naya gul khil jaye..par es gul ke liye nishan ka hona bhi jaruri hai..ab uska nah hona irritation ko janam dene laga hai yaa phir mujh mein possiveness aa gaya hai..yeh toh waqt hi batayega tabh tak main aur mere bol sath rahege..”akele akele kha ja rahe ho..akele akele kha ja rahe ho..koi mit raha,tumhari aada pe..zara dekh lo,sanam hai tumhari..lalalala

We share one sky, so we’re never too far from each other.

42- “When I hug Nishan, I feel his heartbeat”

You got me. And I got us

Nishan ke sath mera haar din naya tha..haar din mujhko kuch naya feel hota tha..hamare rishte mein..yeh bonding day by day strong ho rahi thi..hum koshish kar rahe the ek dusre ko smjhne ki..ek dusre se eye contact karne ki..pr hamare thoughts ki height hum maintain kar sakhte the par god gifted height nhi..Yes I am smaller than him or he is taller than me..Par yaha yeh bhi problem solve hui..wo aisa hua ki pyar aapse sab karwata hai..aapko aapke comfortable zone se nikal deta tha..yeh aisa nasha hai jo height kya koi measure nhi kar sakhta hai..because love is infinity without Measurement..jb hum sath hote the..hamare sath bhi yahi hua tha..duniya ko bhool kar pyar ke nashe mein aise khote the ki.. mujhko bhi pata nhi chalta tha ki main nishan ki height ko match karne ki koshish kar rahi hu..aise moments mein mere legs ki finger automatic mera sath deti aur main kuch inches nishan ki eyes ke pas aa jaati..aur phir nishan ka heart aur mera heart beat-beat khelta tha.. aise karne se tiredness nhi happiness feel hoti thi..kyuki body heart,mind sab ek sath ho kar nishan aur bristi ko ek karte the..lekin yaha sirf meri body,mind & heart nhi the..Nishan ke sath bhi yahi hota tha..uski body,mind & heart meri height par automatic aate the..and then we lost in each other’s embrace until anybody’s disturbance.

I have to stand on my Tiptoes to hug you
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